February 19I opened most of my old folders and worked on some older photos. They are so bad... Really.
I have improved by 80%...or more.
It's really bizarre how art looks to different people. There are a lot of pictures of mine that I really don't care so much about but Gene will really like. I wish I could dig in people's brains to try and understand their points of views and their "eye".
I just got done with a pile of "self-portraits". I'm always afraid that they all look the same. They are usually close up or of my eyes...but I like how mysterious they look...but I'm always worried what people think...
I hate that I always worry. I know that if I want this to be my life, I have to get a thicker skin and accept the fact that not everyone is going to like my stuff...which doesn't bother me so much. I don't care about people not liking it but there's something making me feel insecure and I can't pinpoint it. Crap. I wish this made sense...
I have to talk to Gene about the gallery. It's really nerve-racking and kind of scary.
Also, I was thing of asking Jen if she might consider publishing a "chapbook" of my pictures...even though she does poetry chapbooks... All I have to do is muster up the courage to do so... If she says no then she says no...but i'll never know until I ask.
Gene likes this one-------------------------------->>
...but I don't care much about it.
I gave Gene a burned cd of Black Rebel Motorcycle Club. He really liked it, which made me happy.
Did anyone catch Rock of Love 2 sunday night? If so, fill me in.
J/K.
Tee hee...I have a moostachio!!!
4 comments:
i know what you meeaann D: everything i do, im scared what people will think. not so much things like artwork or whatever, but whatever is behind the artwork..you know? even just in how i act, or talk. if i say something i mean i get scared people will think its dumb. :[
i feel too sensitive too but its just..scary. ><
ditto^^^
i love your self-portraits. every single one of them are.... You.
i wish i could do self-portraits like that. =]
miss youuu....
[i mailed a letter out to you today :-) ]
I know. Like, explaining my pictures. I don't like doing that, mostly because I never really have a good/deep meaning for taking a certain picture.
I'm afraid people will think my heart isn't in it as much...which is bullsh*t. :0
Kemper: Why don't you just go pee?! :P just kidding.
bah! you sly...er...person..you!
i wish everyone could be honest with each other instead of everyone putting up walls because theyre scared of being honest, even tho thats always better than poserrssss
poser possummsss
sorry thats what it looked like after i typed that...
wow im lame
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